Party till you pass out, drink til you're dead. Dance all night til you can't feel your legs.

I think I overdosed on my blog. Hence, I haven't posted in a few days. I got really excited by it all and was like OH MY GOD THIS IS KEWL. I was going on to different blogs for hours and realising how poor mine is, but then it is new and I'm new to all these shenanigans. I also take solace in the fact that this is better than quite a few I'd seen too. I mean really. There are some awful blogs out there. Eeeeesh.

ANYWEH. How are you all? Well i hope. Although, if you're like, a paedo or a pervy man. Or perhaps a child molester, i hope you are unwell. I hope your eyes drop out, or get switched with your testes. So when you get found out you have to watch your balls being kicked in, in situ, that being the scrotum. Also, you'll have balls for eyes. That'd suck.

I've been thinking a lot lately about how I've changed over the last few years, merely because I see everyone around me that I've known for far too long become really different, both shitty and awesome. On the shitty side, I could kind of see it happening to most of those who it has done. That is to say, like, general backstabby, carefree in terms of how anyone but themselves feel. People who make you say, my God, how are they going to function in normal society, types. It's sad I guess, but they're all going to get a boot up the arse when the real world bursts in. Or at least we hope so. Unfortunately all too often such people have their awful personalities and arrogance/ignorance met with reward, the only reason they are how they are is due to there parents having more money than sense and not really giving too schists about their kids behaviour. (and yes, i managed to get some geology revision into this post. Plus 3 internets to me.)

On the awesome side of people, it tends to be those who have been fairly reserved, or at least reserved by my standards. Which probably isn't all that reserved.... Anyway, now they're studying what they want to at A level, over time they've popped out of their shells and have developed real personalities and characters which I couldn't be more impressed with. It's amazing to think of the people who were silent back in year eleven, even last year for that matter. They've really come into their own this year, I couldn't be happier to see it, like.

Lastly, there's myself. I don't really think I've changed. For the most part I'm into all the same stuff, bar some music and what have you. But I mean, I still say things I shouldn't too often, am generally the person who pushes to make something awkward ten fold more awkward and just generally bugger people about for teh lulz. I don't go too far with it, but you know, I just haven't changed really. On one hand, I don't think there's much turtle out of the shell I could have done, I've always been pretty confident in myself, to put it one way. I've kind of had to, not too play it up or anything, but if you're ginger and let everyone walk all over you, you may as well give up now. But yeah, I don't think I've changed like everyone else has. I'm not decided on whether this is a good thing or not. On the other hand, do those who have changed a lot feel like they have, or do they feel the same as they used to? I'm opting for the latter, but I still think I'm pretty much the same.

Am I doin it rite?

So yeah. Allow that up there, it was more of me leaking out some consciousness than actual real content. So ignore it, like everything you'll find in this blog, its a bit bullocks. I've been a very boring person of late, I think that's why I'm struggling to find things to write about, and might be a bit...on and off over the coming weeks. Whys that you ask? I live to revise at the moment, little else. When I say little else, I really mean nothing else. Bar Lauren. If not for her I would have gone mad with boredom, no doubt. She puts up with far too much, faaarrrr too much!

This is one of the many things she has to put up with. My obscure music taste. I'll give you two songs today, because I feel like it, that's why. Firstly, related to the title. I really can't get enough Bring Me The Horizon at the moment. The marmite of music, and I understand completely why people can't stand them. I do not, however, understand completely why they believe they can convince me of otherwise. -shakes fist- 

  Even if you don't like the music, can you really say no to a day in the life of Predator? Course not.

Secondly, a song more to do with my previous subject matter, and to show you I'm not a scream head. So shuddup.I absolutely love this song, and DRE, admittedly mostly due to Eminem, but I have all his albums and my God am i excited for the new one. It's a good cruiser too. Apologies for the censored version.

That's all for today then folks. I'm determined to write something cohesive and mildly interesting next time. Although I am hugely aware of what I said about future selves a few posts back. Ahdear.

I want to go back to the time when everyone I knew could sit around the Christmas tree.